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... [Aug. 11th, 2001|04:08 pm]
What is wrong with people today! Why can't everybody just get along. I'm assuming this warm milk person knows me since he's friends emily and kristen, sigh, what do you have against me? What did I do to you? I should start writing poetry again now that I have anger inside again. I have the time. It's not like I'll be able to dance much, I hurt my knee at trollwood and now I have to go to physical therapy a lot. That makes me really upset, this is my senior year, it was supposed to be my best year in ballet of my life. I was supposed to get a solo, I was supposed to be there with my friends 4 hours a week, and well now I'm stuck with doctors and nurses at the hospital. I'm feeling very meloncholy right now, I don't care if people think I'm stupid for feeling sorry for myself because I do. I'm so frustrated at my life right now. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself after high school, I don't know if I'll be able to go to college. I wish I could go dance out my feelings right now, but sigh, I fell down the stairs last night and landed on my knee(the floor at the bottom is cement). I wish I had a religion that I could find believable because that's something I could really use right now. I feel so lost...